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    September 30

    Music in Mayanmar

     
    You've probably heard news reports this past week of the violence and unrest in Myanmar (formerly Burma).  Our church has been involved with ministry in that country over the past several years, and specifically partnering with someone who began a school in Myanmar to teach worship and music.  His name is David and he was at church this morning.  The school is located only five blocks from the unrest.  He and his family live about two miles from there.  Obviously this has been a difficult week for him to be so far from home.
     
    He shared about that situation, and then he introduced a video that was to be played as the offertory.  In his words, "I believe doctrine divides - and music unites."   The video began with footage of a massive outdoor crowd who had just heard words from the book of Revelations - and we saw them respond by shouting and over, "Alleluia!  Alleluia!  Alleluia!!!" - each word emphasized by thrusting their arms in the air.  This was followed by a performance by a huge outdoor choir, arrayed on a Myanmar hillside, singing the Hallelujah Chorus...all the vocal parts - unaccompanied - singing zealously.
     
    Amateur footage.  Amateur performance.  (Compared to some standards anyway.)  But the heart of that video deserves a ten, and certainly deserved the heartfelt applause of our congregation that followed it.   ....  David was right about the doctrine vs. music thing.
     
    Signed,
    U. Nigh Ted
     
     
    September 27

    What are the chances?

     
    The song I'm writing this week is inspired by a certain Old Testament verse that I've loved for a long, long, long time.  It's actually my second favorite verse in the Bible - ever since May 1983.  (I won't go into that.)
     
    So this morning I heard a smattering of songs off the new Steven Curtis Chapman album.  I had pretty much convinced myself that "there's nothing new under the sun" and that I wouldn't feel the inclination to buy this CD.  I mean - the guy's getting outdated right?  Maybe I'll pick up up a tune or two off iTunes, but that's it.  After what I heard today (wow!!), I may have to eat my words. 
     
    Anyway, one of his songs was based on - you guessed it - the exact verse I'm working from.  When I heard him introduce it, I actually stopped fixing my hair, put my hands down on the bathroom counter, looked up, and had to have a "moment" with God about that. 
     
    Steven and I thankfully took rather different approaches to this scripture, but good grief!   Eye-rolling   Scott simply stated, "He stole your song." 
     
    Signed,
    Eye Wisshhh
     
     
    September 26

    No breakfast in hell

     
    "Do you write melody or lyrics?"  Both.  "Which is more important to you?"  Uhh...both.   ??  I always struggle with those exchanges.
     
    I started a new song yesterday.  I've kind of veered away from praise and worship these last couple of years - for no particular reason.  But this week I felt compelled to write an uptempo praise song.  I spent about three hours yesterday on the lyric.  Seemed to have promise.  I liked it...I guess. 
     
    Today I was going to work on music, and I couldn't get overly excited about it.  I asked myself if maybe I'm just not cut out for praise and worship songs anymore.  Or maybe the lyric is mediocre and isn't "speaking to me".  [sigh]  Just get to work, Beverly!  So I spent 20 minutes or so tweaking the lyric.  Exploring a few other paths.  Time for music.  I shuffled over to the piano and...and...began....
     
    Light bulb  This is when the light bulb came on!  In fact, I realize in retrospect that the arrival of "the music" is almost always when the light bulb comes on!  Not the melody mind you.  But the music.  Yesterday's dummy melody seemed ho-hum. But today - with harmony and 9th chords and groove - I sure do love a whole lot of that ole dummy melody!  AND the lyric, and just about everything about the song!  It came alive, and I kept playing it over and over again.  I knew I should get down to the studio and start recording some drums or something, but I wanted to keep singing it!   Again!  Again!  Encore!
     
    I'm reminded that a major way I'm wired is by "groove" and "harmony".  This shouldn't surprise me.  I can listen to a song on the radio dozens of times - simply takin' in the music and feeling happy - before I finally pay attention to the words.  I still remember the morning in carpool when I commented, "Hmm.  That's the first time I noticed those words.  'They don't serve breakfast in hell'."  My kids were aghast.  Totally and thoroughly aghast.  I think they wondered at that moment if there was a musical bone in my body. 
     
    But lest you think you finally understand me, please note that I often read a lyric - with no music in sight - and simply weep.  Wtihout the distraction of the music, I am fully capable of focusing on the words.  Truly focusing...and soaking them in.  ...  "Melody or lyrics?  Which is more important to you?"  Uhh.  Can I get back to you on that?
     
    Signed,
    A.  Dee Dee?  (knot)
     
     
    September 24

    Calculus TWO?!!!

     
    My precious son is a brand new college freshman and he has a Calculus II test tomorrow.  (yikes!)  He called me late afternoon and was...well...basically freaking out.  I can't say that I blame him.  He's worried about how much to study, he's worried about the test grade itself, he's worried about losing his academic scholarship, he's worried about so many "what ifs".  Poor kid.  Hopefully "venting" helped him a bit, 'cause I'm not so sure I was able to come up with the words of wisdom he needed.  I certainly tried - but - -
     
    I find myself so thankful that I survived college and graduate school, and that now I get to "study" songwriting at my own pace, in whatever genre I feel like, about any subject that's speaking to me, with so many wonderfully supportive writers out there who are ready and willing to help.
     
    You know what?  Being a grown-up isn't so bad after all.
     
    Signed,
    Uh Dult
     
     
    September 22

    Calorie therapy

     
    Just HOW did I manage to go through so many years of my life without knowing this crucial piece of information?
     
                 STRESSED spelled backwards = DESSERTS.  !!!!
     
    Yesterday my husband bought me some dark chocolate M&Ms to cheer me up.  I didn't even know they made those!  But I sure hear 'em callin' my name....
     
    Signed, 
    Yuhmm
     
     
    September 20

    35,000 feet

     
    I needed this today.
     
    A well-known Bible teacher tells of a pilot friend who received word from the control tower saying, "You're cleared for 5,000 feet."  When he got there he had to hold for further instructions.  Next came the words, "You're cleared for 10,000 feet."  Gradually the controller took him level by level to 35,000 feet where he was cleared to fly to his destination.  God spoke to this Bible teacher and said "I wish you would trust me like that.  Instead you want to go straight to 35,000 feet in one thrust!"  Try to understand this:  God sees the end from the beginning and He has already mapped out your journey.  He knows that if you rise too quickly there are dangers.  You may be in the cockpit, but God's in the control tower.  And His Word to you today is:  "Trust me and I'll get you safely to your destination."  God's plan for your life can't be rushed.  When you try to move too quickly you end up in a tug-of-war with Him.  And you lose every time!  .... 
     
    God will let you practice in a place where your weaknesses can be worked on, your gifts developed, and where your mistakes won't affect too many others.  ...  If God has put you on hold today, it's because He loves you and wants only what's best for you.
     
    You probably imagine that I'm thinking about my songwriting in all this.  Actually, when I read it this morning, I was.  And I still think it's a pretty cool picture of a developing songwriter!
     
    But as the day progressed, and I ran into other serious "issues" to face, I realized that the "big picture" is WAY BIGGER than what I thought.  It's not about me.  It's not about my songwriting.  It's about my family, and survival, and putting food on the table, and all kinds of really, really important things.  I've shed some tears today.  I've asked for prayers today.  And I've prayed pretty hard myself.
     
    Am I at 35,000 feet?  Not even close.  Hopefully someday.  In more ways than one.
     
    Signed,
    Grouwn Dead
     
     
    September 18

    The package

     
    Exchange of emails with my college freshman:
     
    Me - last week:  Hey Jordan, would you let me know when that package arrives that I mailed to you?  I'd like to know how long it takes to get there.
     
    Jordan:  Hi Mom, that package you sent has arrived.  Well, actually I haven't seen it yet, but I've received email notification that it's here.  You said you wanted to know when it got here.
     
    Me:  Thanks!  Would you believe that now I don't remember when I actually sent it?  (good grief)
     
    Jordan:  Heh, There's Breakway, Popular Mechanic, Popular Science, the Lumina's EOI, pictures of my air cannon, my Yamaha receiver manual and some gum.  Thanks!  I love you!
     
    Me:  LOL.  I didn't say I didn't remember WHAT I sent you.  I said I didn't remember WHEN I sent it - for timing purposes, ya know?
     
    Jordan:  Hmmm, that's not what I read the first time.  Clearly you hacked into the Yahoo server and changed your previous email just to make me look bad. That sounds just like something you would do.
     
    Clearly!
     
    I've been laughing about that off and on all day long.  And laughter IS the best medicine!  Come to think of it, I feel strong as an ox today!
     
    Signed,
    Guh Faw
     
     
    September 14

    Greeks and Dear Abby

     
    I watched "My Big Fat Greek Wedding" while I worked on money stuff.  Ahh...a movie about family.   And NO, I am NOT Greek.  But would you believe both Scott and I are 100 percent Dutch?  (Scary, I know.)
     
    Here's two things that stood out to me this time:
     
    Scene 1 - [takes place between hero Ian and heroine Tula]  I love you.  But why do you love me?  Because ... I came alive when I met you.
     
    Okay, that's romantic and all.  But beyond that, this time it reminded me of how I "came alive" when I met God.  And not just once.  It still happens over and over.  (Pretty amazing, really.)  And beyond that, it reminded me of how I feel myself come alive when I write music.  I love it that God made me that way.
     
    Scene 2 - [takes place between Tula who has pursued her dreams and her brother, Nick]  Nick:  YOU started it.  You wanted to do something else, Tula, and you did it.  And Tula, don't let your past dictate who you are.  But let it be part of who you will become.  Tula:  Nick, that is SO beautiful.  Nick:  Yeah.  That Dear Abby?  She really knows what she's talking about.
     
    (he he)  Did you catch that?  Uhh.  Maybe you had to be there....
     
    Signed,
    E. Zih Lee Uh Muzed
     
     
    September 13

    Belfast wisdom

     
    From the September/October issue of American Songwriter (have you subscribed yet?) --
     
    "With songwriting you might never be successful, but that doesn't make you bad at what you do.  You should always follow your heart, learn your craft, and, most importantly, do it for the right reasons."  -Kris Kristofferson, from the Belfast Telegraph
     
    Signed,
    E. Nuff Sehd
     
     
    September 11

    9-1-1

     
    Today is September 11.  Never forget.
     
     
    Signed,
    Reem Ember
     
     
    September 09

    What makes YOU come alive?

     
    Here's the final two paragraphs from Louie Giglio's column in this month's CCM magazine.
     
    African American preacher and ethicist Howard Thurman said, "Don't ask what the world needs.  Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it.  Because what the world needs is people who have come alive."  Within each of us is God-wired uniqueness, something that makes us feel more alive than breath itself.  To embrace that uniqueness and pursue it is the first step to radiating light.
     
    But it's not enough to simply do what makes us feel alive.  We must exploit our uniqueness in a way that broadcasts Jesus, the one name the world can't live without.
     
    This reminds me of a favorite quote - in fact I just shared it with my praise team percussionist at rehearsal this past week!
     
    The place God calls you is the place where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet.”  (Frederick Buechner)

    These obviously aren't easy things to figure out - but I believe with all my heart that it's worth the effort.
     
    Signed,
    R U Why rrrrrd?
     
     
    September 07

    Hey Maytag!

     
    My washing machine has been successfully repaired!  Hallelujah!!
     
    Who woulda thunk I'd ever look forward to doing the laundry?!
     
    Signed,
    Klee Nupp Tyme
     
     
    September 06

    Start 'em young

     
    My 10-year-old is starting drum lessons next week.  So we met with his teacher today at Dairy Queen.  One of the teacher's requirements is for Blake to journal.  The teacher provided the journal and explained that Blake may write anything he wants.  Anything.  Stories.  Thoughts about the day.  Anything.  No one else will ever read it.  The teacher will glance at the journal each week to make sure Blake is actually journaling, but other than that it's PRIVATE. 
     
    My husband, Scott, asked me what journaling has to do with learning to play the drums.
     
    Personally, I think it's awesome.
     
    [Side note:  This teacher journals one hour each day.  He has three journals he's working in - one in English, one in Japanese, and one in some language I'd never heard of - but is apparently Russian.  Self-taught.  Uh.  Wow.]
     
    Signed,
    Sun = Few Churr Blaw Grr?
     
     
    September 05

    Songwriters need hope

     
    I read something when I went to bed last night and I guess my subconscious has been working on it overtime ever since - because by this morning it seems like I've been reflecting on it for days. 
     
    "What makes us happy and what makes us sad?  ....  Let's rephrase that question this way:  What elevates our emotions, and what dashes them to the ground?  What makes us jump for joy, and what sends us into a pit of deep discouragement?  The answers are surprisingly simple:  Hope.  And hopelessness. 
     
    If you think about what elevates your mood, you will always find hope.  If you think about what changes your mood from one of happiness to one of sadness, you will always find hopelessness."
     
    The ensuing examples certainly rang true.  Think about your own life as a songwriter.  You hope for a great song idea as you sit down to write.  You hope for a positive song evaluation.  You hope to find a cowriter who fits you like a glove.  You hope to win a contest.  You hope for a cut.  You hope for a writing deal.  All invigorating stuff, right?   Happiness!  But in the midst of all that, maybe instead you write another ho-hum song, or you get a negative song evaluation, or you lose a cut that you were just sure was yours, or another year passes by without result.  Your hopes are dashed.  Discouragement and hopelessness set in. 
     
    Of course, "you" are more than a songwriter.  You are a human being who can derive hope from such simple pleasures as "a hug, a kiss, a juicy rib eye cooked to perection.  ....  Everything we do is driven by hope or hopelessness in one form or another."  (Dekker, The Slumber of Christianity - Awakening a Passion for Heaven on Earth."  One look at that title and you know where he's headed!  I'm pretty excited to read the rest of this book!  It's been an easy read so far and very intriguing.  (If you've ever read any of Ted Dekker's novels, you know he has "intriguing" down to a science!)
     
    Songwriters need hope.  And so do our listeners!  I find myself challenged to make sure that my songs speak of "hope" - in all kinds of forms - everything from the snuggle of a silky-skinned grandchild to the long, warm embrace of our Father when we reach heaven.  Hope that relieves depression.  Hope that motivates.  Hope that is anything but boring!  "A hope and a future." 
     
    Signed,
    Speeck Uv Theez Thingz
     
     
    September 02

    Walking the plank

     
    I prefer not to live with fear, but all too often I succumb.  This nailed me.  (I journaled about it privately, but I refuse to bore you with that.)  Instead, here's the real thing:  
     
    "Don't be afraid...I am with you."  Isaiah 41:10 NLT
     
    It's easy to walk across a plank that's on the ground, but raise it a little and it becomes harder.  Now, imagine that same plank 100 feet up, without a safety net under it; looks scary, doesn't it?  The Bible says: "Fear is crippling" (1 Jn 4:18 TM).  And the more that's at stake the harder it is; white-knuckle syndrome kicks in and you develop a case of the 'what ifs.' 
     
    Fear is living in the future before you get there.  And among the trolls lurking under the bridge to your future, inspirational speaker Dr. Joan Borysenko cites 2 things:  (1) Fear of failure.  She writes: 'When I was admitted to Harvard, I was sure there'd been a computer error and that I'd be exposed as a fraud.  A lawyer friend of mine stops short of terror every time she has to give a final argument before a jury.  Even when you're an expert, fear doesn't necessarily go away.  Accepting fear as part of the journey instead of running from it, helps you conquer it!  (2)  Fear of imperfection.  This one makes it hard to do anything, because perfectionists set unattainable goals and berate themselves when they can't reach them.  It's impossible to learn without making mistakes; so learn, and move on.'
     
    God says, "Don't be afraid...I am with you," so ask yourself what HE wants and stop worrying about people pleasing.  Solomon said, "Fear of human opinion disables [you]" (Pr 29:25 TM).  When you look back at what you've already overcome you begin to realize that most times failure doesn't do permanent damage - you actually grow through it!  So stay focused; with God you can walk ANY plank.  Who knows, you might even begin to enjoy the challenge!
     
    Signed,
    Wutt Iff....